N1 - Future Talk

I am going to Texas Christian University for Journalism. A future career for me is a touchy subject because I'm still trying to find out exactly what I want to do. The Journalism industry isn't the same as it previously was, but the media is rapidly growing. Everything that I love involves the media. I don't think this is, simply, because I'm a teenage girl. I could talk about a movie for 2 hours after I saw it. I would review the snot out of it. Music is almost always on. I drive better with music, I work better with music, I sing better with music. I don't think that life would be as fun without music. Now, how does that relate to a career? I'm not sure because a profession involves a lot more than watching E! News and listening to the latest Madonna single.

I want to travel and see the world. I think that because I haven't seen everything that's out there, I'm not able to make a full decision. I need evidence that everything I thought I wanted isn't what I actually want. That is how I'll know that the career I'm in is the one that I'm supposed to be in. It's confusing and, perhaps, high maintenance but I can't help it. The world is a HUGE place, and there is so much to see. Art, music, clubs, cafés, clothes, architecture, cars, food, deserts, hotels, movies, TV, entertainment, these all will influence my choice in career. Why? Well because I am a little part of every one of those things. I hold every experience dear to my heart. I don't know life outside of what I'm doing now. College will change my perspective, friends, family, vacations, and food, will all influence my choice in career. I don't want to be a stay at home Mom. I'd be SO bored. I think, right now, that I want to work a lot. I want to run all over the place. Kids will come later in life, for me. There are so many things that I wish to do. I don't know if I can choose right now. I have to experience what life has to offer before I jump hard and heavy into a relationship with my future career.